stalking

stalking is not cute.


I will end up comparing my life with the better one.
then the syukur feeling will go so far-far away. and I
end up curling myself in blanket and sleep.


Wishing when I woke up I can be rich and don't
have to think bout money probs anymore.


but, another side of me will tell me that I should
be bersyukur.


and sometimes I hate myself fot not to be grateful.
smh